Unable to leave

Loving you unsettles me, dismantles all
My walls a brick at the time as I
Frantically struggle to recompose,
The smithereens of me for my abode
Not to crumble down and I to fall.
Loving you dismays me, baffles my mind,
For no feature and no trait of you was ever
Conceived in my fantasies nor sought
By my desires, I could have never imagined
Someone like you by my side. There are
So many things you are not, elegant
Delicate, virtuous, intellectual, well bred,
Your deportment and language puzzling
The genuineness of your kindness questionable
Yet, there are so many things you are,
Virile curious and gentle, inclined to smile
Acquaint yourself with people and places
Of all kind, the heterogeneity of your conceptions
Reflecting your adventures, your proclivity
To travel, live in peace favouring lightness
To depth, but most of all you love me to the best
Of your potential with intensity emotion
You try, to make me happy make me laugh
Sensitivity you spot every change in me
Next to you, I feel at ease, calm, wanted
Embraced and protected so much so I am
Unable to leave.
[Featured photo: Gran Canaria island]